Happy Valentine’s Day

So, I should be happy about today since i’m not single and I do have a boyfriend, BUT he doesn’t live in the same state, we are in a long distance relationship so today I still feel kinda bitter like if I’m single. It’s just a blah kinda day for me…but I do hope everyone else enjoys their day, and if you are single know that today is just one day, and I know it’s cliche, but you really shouldn’t have just ONE day out of the year that you feel special on. Your mate should make you feel that way everyday.

So much to do

I am feeling slightly overwhelmed because I have a list of things piling up for me to do and I have no desire to do them….I really need to at least try but its hard to force myself. On the bright side, I’m a babysitter now and I’ve made close to $200 in one week just by watching different kids each day. I love making money on my terms . No clockin in and out, no rules, etc. of a regular job. I just hope the income remains consistent and residual. Nothing much to report. I need to design some new artwork, and get back into the swing of things. I feel like writing as well too, but everytime I start a story I never finish it and I hate starting things and now finishing it. :( I am gunna work on that though.

Valentine’s day is coming up! But my boyfriend lives in a different state so I won’t be seeing him for V-day and it sucks. :( I really wanted to spend it with him…anywho, he will be here the week after that. Long distance relationships are tough. But if you really care about the person I really do think it’s possible. Just tough. I miss him everyday….I miss him so much…but seeing him once a month is about as good as it gets until I graduate and decide if I want to move to be with him. Idk if moving to a whole new state for a single person is worth it tho, especially if you don’t work out with them, then you’re screwed…anyways, We’ll just have to wait and see what happens, I don’t want to overwhem myself even more than I already am…

I hope everyone else is having a great day / week / etc. There’s alot to be thankful for, and I need to be more positive…working on it. I hope you are all doing well! :)

Art History Sucks.

In my personal opinion, I cannot stand art history. It is a required class for me to take in my graphic design major BUT I don’t see the point in it…I know it’s important in knowing where art has come from but at the same time it’s just like….AH. Anywho, I made $50 today online and I’m super excited to make more money online, as I prefer this then going to work at a 9-5 job. I love the freedom and flexibility that freelancing offers me. I had a good day today, I didn’t have any anxiety attacks or breakdowns, which means that my medication is helping. I felt inspired today but I couldn’t figure out what to do with all the creative energy I had flowing since I wasn’t near a computer. I wanted to write, draw, paint, Photoshop and sew all at once! I need to try to tunnel some of the creativity next time, definitely. Over all, nothing exciting happened today, but I am very excited to be blogging again, if that counts? :)

New Year, New Site, New Host.

Well, I’m starting over in the digital world. I have a new lovely host, ofblue.org with the lovely Nancy. It was about time I made the switch from parade hosting. Not saying they were terrible, mind you. It was more of a “you get what you pay for” type situation. I also didn’t migrate over all my old post. I’ve decided to start with a blank and fresh install of wordpress. Anywho, this year should be interesting if nothing else. I am supposed to be graduating from college this year, hopefully. I say that because my courses might need to be pushed back another smester, but I’m going to try my hardest to finish on time….

My year has started off rough, but it will get better, I hope. I need to blog more and let some of this stuff out, because I hold so much in. I look forward to sprucing up my domain again, and adding new stuff. I’m excited. Uhh not much else is going on in my life–no drama. No news is better than drama news. Uhhhh I had pizza yesterday. Yum. lol okay ahh lets see anything else interesting in my life….oh! I’m taking photography class and we have to get vintage cameras with actual film in them, so I look forward to taking and posting photos. Yessahh. Okay, that’s it. Off to find some new affies. If anyone wants to be an affiliate please let me know. :)